Well... fuck it, might as well have something to do

It's been how long already since adsense went down and I lost my motivation for updating this website/blog but I suppose enough is enough. 

I'm sick of coming back here and seeing a stagnant dead page with so much left in it still going.
So I'm going to change that.
There's all this room still!



Since adsense is gone I guess this'll sorta be therapy for me and for the love for you.
Maybe I'll leave a donate button near the bottom should I be so fortunate [o.o]

I guess I need something to do anyway, here's to bullshitting a bit while you figure your life out.

I hope the both of us get something out of it.

-spaceman

Drugs

Yeah....funny how you fill yourself with something for the inspiration and you end up will all this unused potential/inspiration.

Funny Ironic like life.

Oh fuck.

Keep that inspiration up.

-spaceman

Drugs + Life

Been pretty one note lately, waiting on the tipping force..

Not sure about priorities, seems my head is rather messed up about that. Though many friends help steer me back in the direction that I already know I know....

Still tryin the best to be a good person, other people can be quite a dynamic...good or bad..

I'm not sure what the biggest priority is, other than that money is being my prime obstacle.

Drugs help bid the time, but the time passes without pity.

Companionship seems something worthy to keep working towards...but I need to be able to provide for myself 100% before I consider someone else's  well being..

I'm rather lost without a job atm....even though the point is to work so you don't have to work anymore....hmm

It's quite the quest..  "It's hard to explain" somebody said..
I think that's the way I like it..

Hope's up. Here's to it.

-spaceman

p.s. - All thoughts and advice 100% welcome :)